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I want to tell you what’s wrong,
But I don’t want you in that place
That void, helping me–
He says that I love you too much–
If you can get me out of this bed,
I love you
–If I can’t do it otherwise,
Well, I should
You shouldn’t be so much to me–
Not because you’re leaving,
Not because I’ll have to go home
One day,
And homes are not made
In the gristle of others’ lives
–Because
What happened to me?
What happened to wishing, alone,
To withstanding lonely, for the freedom
To walk on my own water?
What happened to proving you wrong,
To the joy of you knowing I was right?
When did it turn into bartering–
Holding you and splattering tears,
–Tears to help you grow
When far away?
What happened to not needing anyone,
To being my own favorite person,
To not caring not caring not caring
What anyone was–
To keeping myself company?
What happened to
My own muscles and fabric
Knowing how to keep me whole?
I used to know how to try,
And to be okay with leaving–
I used to be enough
But I don’t want you in that place
That void, helping me–
He says that I love you too much–
If you can get me out of this bed,
I love you
–If I can’t do it otherwise,
Well, I should
You shouldn’t be so much to me–
Not because you’re leaving,
Not because I’ll have to go home
One day,
And homes are not made
In the gristle of others’ lives
–Because
What happened to me?
What happened to wishing, alone,
To withstanding lonely, for the freedom
To walk on my own water?
What happened to proving you wrong,
To the joy of you knowing I was right?
When did it turn into bartering–
Holding you and splattering tears,
–Tears to help you grow
When far away?
What happened to not needing anyone,
To being my own favorite person,
To not caring not caring not caring
What anyone was–
To keeping myself company?
What happened to
My own muscles and fabric
Knowing how to keep me whole?
I used to know how to try,
And to be okay with leaving–
I used to be enough
Literature
Sink or swim
He stood on the dock
One foot reluctantly planted
The other standing at the ready
Like that fleeting moment
Suspended in mid-air
Gleefully anticipating the water on your skin
Yet apprehensive of those undiscovered depths
Which have yet to be kissed by sunlight
She dove in head-fist
Through the reeds and the icy darkness
And watched from below
As the light fragmented
Along the rippled surface
How stunning it was
Even in the deepest and feared unknown
Especially there.
In the light and in the dark
There was only him
He watched as she held her breath
Shackled by his own mind
Wanting for that planted foot
To be freed from its hesitations
Literature
Religion is a Myth
The silence is screaming all around me with the darkness hugging me close and I’m trying to soak up Lillith’s strength and power and resolve; I have a newfound respect for demons. But right now, alone feels like isolation instead of freedom. Right now, sobbing feels like running through a forest. Right now, the sky talons my shoulders.
No matter how much I grow, or how much time slows by, it is you, always you, nestled in my heart of hearts, a scar of a journey, a broken teacup kind of love.
I understand why Lillith left. They called it running away. They blamed her. She didn’t love him enough. She loved herself too much.
Literature
The Cliff and The Sea
Perpetual beauty shines bright
Of glistening Star-like foam in
the morning dawn
Though cold, it gives warmth
to my withered and damaged form,
shaky breaths ease not one memory.
Wants not of my touch, her
lines so fair; curves to mend
compassion into desire.
She found one better than I.
This cold beauty sticks deep
to the roots; life’s intention.
I give her hope, but gives
Me dismay in return. Flows away
from my corse, oblivious mist.
Soon she will come back. Strike
against me again! Corroding my
body away. Making me new.
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